For Nothing

It feels nice, to not be needed.

Nothing can be good, and this week I excelled at operating at a snail pace.  Sure work, faith, community, were tended to.

But I looked forward, to being the least important part of somebody schedule.  I don't think I'm ever anyone's highlight of the day, week, month, year.  It's nice to not have that.  And I'm grateful.  Really.

I pray.  I sing.  I weep.  I laugh.  I looked forward to buying a gift for the new associate pastor of our church.

I'm grateful.  For not needing or feeling to be be heard, seen, or sought after.

Have a great week world :D

~ Nick